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Hangover

by Cold Brew

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1.
I Felt The Night 02:41
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Pour me out on Houston, read your texts like scriptures In the library, trap in a cemetery vibe I want the worst thing for me in the best way And you're the worst thing for me, make me die today I was there when you gave all of your ice away I was with the Bold Crew, smoking till their lungs ache, drinking till our hearts break Now I pull into driveways Lock all of the doors, I'll make a new grave And I can't find your eyes when it's dark outside You blend in like you didn't wanna be there Wish I could feel like I know I should Wish you'd be here like I know you could Can't you just stay like I thought you would? I was sleeping under club lights, breaking glass Quiet on the set until I felt the air change with a new wind I want the worst thing for me in the best way Is it the worst thing for me if my heart breaks? I felt the night closing in and it brought fire So I'll give and I'll give until there's nothing left So take the worst thing for me in the best way I felt the night closing in and it brought fire
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Past Life 03:42
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And now it's so beautiful So poetic how I threw it all away on a whim Now here I am doing that again And now I'm so cynical How can someone else's good be too much, too much, too much? You're too much Now I call upon myself in a past life I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good And now I'll try to see the world in a good light But it's hard when everybody's such a dark knight Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good And you were tryna find the words to describe me But I haven't found the way that I should be And I was tryna find a way to a good night's sleep When everybody else is busy giving me the shakes Keeping everything they take, take, take, it's a shame Stepping out the house Monday morning with the shades Are you ok? Baby, yeah I've made a few mistakes Never thought I'd be the one who's keeping you awake Now I call upon myself in a past life I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good And now I'll try to see the world in a good light But it's hard when everybody's such a dark knight Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good And now it's so miserable So pathetic how the people that you care about never care back I guess I'm used to that I know it's so pitiful How I claim that everybody's just a little too much, too much When I'm too much Now I call upon myself in a past life I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good Now I call upon myself in a past life I need someone else to go and say my goodbyes Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good And now I'll try to see the world in a good light But it's hard when everybody's such a dark knight Cause I've tried to do it all alone and now I know I'm no good I'm no good
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Made It 02:52
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Ash out the window of a fucking A4 More bodies on the street than there were before It's so funny I just want more money I can't apply for a job this week or this month or Maybe this year or ever Feeling fucked by this sunny weather Cause now I'll stay inside forever Feeling like a ghost My mind flies from coast to coast I can't deny I miss the world but I still hate it I guess that's how I know that I made it I'm not scared, I'm just bored 3AM: I crashed onto the floor It's not funny I'm just so ugly Every wall just responds in disgust They hate the fact that I'm here all day And they say it to my face Feeling like a ghost My mind flies from coast to coast I can't deny I miss the world but I still hate it I guess that's how I know that I made it The apocalypse is my fault and it always will be I hope I never treat the ones I love the way I treat myself Cause it hurts like hell Feeling like a ghost Feeling like a ghost My mind flies from coast to coast I can't deny I miss the world but I still hate it I guess that's how I know that I made it
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Hate For You 03:29
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Am I trying to break it? No Yeah, you fucked up When you picked me or did I pick you? I can't remember anymore Cause babe, I'm fucked up And I wake up every morning thinking bout the times I thought I had Angrier than ever now, it's not what you signed up for Check the baggage that's spread out on the floor The way that I get hurt is not the way anyone should Smash the bottle on this table, yeah it's sad I can't figure out another way Breaking you down just to numb the pain, yeah I know I'm impossible When the glass is never full It's just too much hate for you Am I trying to break it? No Am I trying to break it? No Life's been good, so tell me what I'm doing with a heart half broken Even though I should, I'll never admit to anything I've stolen Like time, space, emotional energy Your hands never stop feeling me shake I don't know what I can do to make you stay I can't figure out another way Breaking you down just to numb the pain, yeah I know I'm impossible When the glass is never full It's just too much hate for you
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Feels So Good To Die 03:20
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I'm still a world away I'm still always awake Can I take a piece of you? I'll take it silently so you never have a clue Here's where we are: the loose end's Tying my neck like a noose And I'm trying to fix you back to the way you were Well now you're feeling like I always have A beautiful knife in your back Yeah, we could never just relax Counting down the nights, it's so bad Guess I misunderstood That no one else would kill me just like you could, yeah I feel your hand on my spine Tell me why it feels so good to die Do you want me to exist? It didn't used to be like this My broken eyes are like a curse You looked too long, now it's your turn Don't bring a sheep into the wolf's den This is how it ends Here's where we are: the loose end's Tying my neck like a noose And I'm trying to fix you back to the way you were Yeah, oh Well now you're feeling like I always have A beautiful knife in your back Yeah, we could never just relax Counting down the nights, it's so bad Guess I misunderstood That no one else would kill me just like you could, yeah I feel your hand on my spine Tell me why it feels so good to die
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Ceiling 03:27
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And I know it's hard To see me put into the ground I see it left its scars And I can't be clear You'd see right through me Just know I'm here I see your life flash before my eyes I see my life end every time you cry And I'll be on the ceiling if you need me I'll just sit and watch you breathing I know that you can't see me But you'll know just from the feeling Your days are long But mine never end And you're so damn strong And I know you'll move on Even though it hurts to say it At least I'll get to see your dawn I see the world end before my eyes Looks like our new one might arrive And I'll be on the ceiling if you need me I'll just sit and watch you breathing I know that you can't see me But you'll know just from the feeling And I'll be on the ceiling if you need me I'll just sit and watch you breathing I know that you can't see me But you'll know just from the feeling
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Do What You Will 03:47
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I know I changed We're not the same I'm not who you signed up for now I know it's too late You can't erase Every good thing I did when I wasn't such an asshole Wait I'm not awake when you want me And every lie I tell won't save your breath Just know that I'm thankful So do what you will Yeah do what you will without me Without me Feel what you will Yeah, scream what you will about me About me I thought about you last week It's been so long since I could speak Now I open my mouth and you can't hear anything So do what you will Yeah do what you will without me Without me Feel what you will Yeah, scream what you will about me About me I thought about you last week It's been so long since I could speak Now I open my mouth and you can't hear anything Will you stay with me if I fall asleep Or will it only be the words that I wish I'd keep Now I open my eyes and I can see everything So do what you will Yeah do what you will without me Without me So do what you will Yeah do what you will without me Without me I thought about you last week It's been so long since I could speak Now I open my mouth and you can't hear anything Will you stay with me if I fall asleep Or will it only be the words that I wish I'd keep Now I open my eyes and I can see everything
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Ice 03:46
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It's cold out here The whiskey only helps the fear Every time I fuck things up My hands and my throat get stuck In constant pleas I know you're always there for me You said ring if I need to vent But I can't let it out again I can't deny that I've been searching For a way to break the ice That's been slowly creeping up against my life And you're scared of me, I get it And the things that I might do But when I can't trust myself, then I know I need you Now time is gone I wonder if I ever called Like you asked me too I swear I wanted to hear from you I know it seems Like people drift away from me There's no one I can contain But with you, I guess I'll try in vain I can't deny that I've been searching For a way to break the ice That's been slowly creeping up against my life And you're scared of me, I get it And the things that I might do But when I can't trust myself, then I know I need you I grab the phone I swear to god I can't be alone I grab the phone I swear to god I can't be alone I grab the phone I swear to god I can't be alone I grab the phone I swear to god I can't be alone I can't deny that I've been searching For a way to break the ice That's been slowly creeping up against my life
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Alone Forever In The Light 03:28
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I wanna be sad I wanna be mean But you've taken up the space I had in between When you took me aside, I think the world ended for a second I saw floods in your eyes You saw fires in mine And if you're falling in as much as I am Then we're both useless Yeah well never hear another soul again Alone forever in the light And if you're falling in as much as I am Then you'll know that I won't grab your hand I'm sorry, it's just not who I am But I'm your forever in the light I should be scared I know that's just like me But this isn't the way I thought it would be The floods are now seas and their parting But the fires are never subsiding And if you're falling in as much as I am Then we're both useless We're both useless And if you're falling in as much as I am Then we're both useless Yeah well never hear another soul again Alone forever in the light And if you're falling in as much as I am Then you'll know that I won't grab your hand I'm sorry, it's just not who I am But I'm your forever in the light
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Something Wrong 04:14
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I wish you'd stop calling me You know you won't get what you want from it But I'll pick it up anyway so you'll sleep I'm sleeping in every day It's just too much when I'm awake I'm getting up anyway, but not for me And that's how I'll live Give everything to someone Feel the night again, cause that's all that's real And you can tell something's wrong from the way I'm breathing You don't mention it ever And I can tell I'm alone from the way your speaking The words are all "never" You wish I'd stop begging you You know it's pathetic and honestly, I'm just Picking my head up so I'll see And that's how we live You give yourself to someone And they let you go And that's how we lie We tell ourselves it's alright Until the night comes and that's all that's real And you can tell something's wrong from the way I'm breathing You don't mention it ever And I can tell I'm alone from the way your speaking The words are all "never"
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Weightless 02:48
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Am I wrong if I can find a way To make you hear what I'm saying? Pour in my cup until I can't see Overflow until I break it Yeah it's got me doubled over so bad It's so cold and now I'm shaking Till I start the cycle over Every night till I awaken And I can't fight anymore until the sword's drawn I know these words won't write themselves when I'm gone I can't be entitled if I remain nameless And I'll be inside my head until the moon's out I kill myself every night with what I sing about I can never be grounded if I keep myself weightless I'm such a pothole, baby, don't stay Drive too fast and it's over Watch the explosion from a distance Watch me cure the hangover Yeah I'll break the boundaries I was given Before I break myself without you Try to clean the hate off my skin It stays on me like a tattoo And I can't fight anymore until the sword's drawn I know these words won't write themselves when I'm gone I can't be entitled if I remain nameless And I'll be inside my head until the moon's out I kill myself every night with what I sing about I can never be grounded if I keep myself weightless And I'll be inside my head until the moon's out
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Bulletproof 06:20
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Finding my conscience in my misdeeds With every text I never send I speak volumes Until you go deaf And it's hard to be a force of nature when all you do is destroy Flew to Brazil so I could run away With every word I won't say You hear it until you wanna make me hurt I've never hurt like anyone else, my heart is a decoy Put on your armor and go to war Do you even know what we're fighting for? And I still think about the words coming out your mouth I think about your eyes and how they darted back and forth Back and forth And if I saw you on the street, would you pull them out? Would they shoot me down? Even if I'm bulletproof Bulletproof I was in Boston when my grandpa died Told him I loved him on the phone but he couldn't talk at that point I've never heard goodbye back, it's always from me And I still think about the words coming out your mouth I think about your eyes and how they darted back and forth Back and forth And if I saw you on the street, would you pull them out? Could they shoot me down? Even if I'm bulletproof Bulletproof I felt the night closing in and it brought fire So I gave and I gave till I had nothing left I took the worst of me and made the best Now you won't even look me in the eyes And I still think about the words coming out your mouth I think about your eyes and how they darted back and forth Back and forth And if I saw you on the street, could you pull them out? Could they shoot me down? Even if I'm bulletproof Bulletproof Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah.

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"Hangover" - Cold Brew
Recorded from January 2020 to May 2021 in Manhattan and Washington, DC.

This album is dedicated to my late cat Twinkie. We love you, buddy.
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released July 23, 2021

All songs written, produced, and performed by Cold Brew
Mixing by Cold Brew
Mastering by Etai Fuchs
Artwork by Giovanni Lupo

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